[ Happy/Guilty ]
My upcoming office move makes me incredibly happy. It’s what I want, and it’s so right for me. And yet, while I’m so very happy with the change, I am also faced with guilt.
The move benefits me, one hundred percent, no one else. So there’s an underlying ‘why should you get that, what about those who can’t?’ And, ‘it’s very indulgent, think of those who don’t have this luxury’.
I’m not sure if it’s my upbringing or what, this inability to celebrate something that makes me happy, just because it doesn’t happen to make a few other people happy.